Has been cleansing own mind and throwing stuff out all night long. It is amazing to look backwards and connect the dots thru detriti, pieces of bad typography (all once considered superior at the time being, which I am kind of ashamed of), immature visuals and similar objects less than immaculate.

A sensation rose and passed.

Chastised.

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status liminal

There is little need to explain, and I do think that everybody would say, “duh.” It is so apparent isn’t it?

in mortem liber.

A tiny fraction of people will always fail. It is up to the designer to rescue them — a beneficiary gesture. Empowerment leads to soaring individual intelligence, and only with empowering the users can everybody benefit.

This is very obvious.

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publiusEditor Iconology / Sketches

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iPad

There are many people who work two jobs, one being the day job which provides shelter and sustenance, while the other “night” career sustains their soul. People are often taught that it is almost sinful to have a job worth loving, and suffering a bad job, or “working super hard” is often at most a necessity.

Once agreeing with the point, I do not see it the same anymore. Any minute that I am doing chores, meeting boring people, making the latest project compatible with IE 6, working on something that is extremely less interesting — is a waste. Any minute that I am not working on the most exciting thing that I could lay my hands upon is also a waste.

This explains the snobbiness which, given its adequacy, is a good thing.

Working with Raphaël the vector library.

Life is still difficult. I am seeing myself with some ideas realized but the reality is harsh, and time is running out. There is no much “desirable” time left, and the androgen in my body is playing by a foul script. The writing is on the wall.

I desire myself to deal with all this professionally.

So being part of a startup is difficult matter. Days are evaporating fast in their own pace, and I am still waiting for my GID diagnosis to appear.

Some times it is a difficult issue to explain. Here is a catch-all boilerplate passage. I am born in the wrong chassis, and with some impending surgery and medical treatment, this wrong chassis can be corrected, and an agreement between my mind and my body can also emerge. With this agreement my life will be more productive, and also more pleasant to live within.

Sexuality is fluid as some may argue. However empirically I love people in “girl mode” which is pretty much a nullifier. I do not take this issue as a difficult-to-understand one though.

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Losing weight still.

Yesterday was unfortunate. My MacBook was dented due to my dizziness in the middle of a photography assignment, then I got a bleeding finger, and blood over the keyboard, in the same night. The only positive thing that happened was that I got accidentally paid.

So besides the body that I am in is defected (upon arrival), the body of my MacBook is now also hurt.

Troll hair got suppressed (thanks to Pantene), but now my skin is revolting and needs some additional care. Ah, such is the way of life. And a web app refused to track my weight citing “that is a very unhealthy number and we can’t see you doing this”. Heck does it even know what it is doing.

Also, going to keep an office cat.

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Got some wearables.

I have decided not to give this part a title. Titles are for busy people who can’t afford not to skim.

Asience saved the day yet again. Some conditioners are perfectly good before the moisture on my hair went away, i.e., my hair return to her “troll state” after drying. Not an issue with my current Time Renewal + Asience complex.

I am sounding like an aging person now so let’s talk about something else.

Still busy with Publius, but when I was strolling on my way into the centre of the room an intelligent answer to the scrolling behavior showed itself. Basically it is:

a. we interact with the computer by making gestures or keystrokes, which are translated to a kind of event in themselves.

b. the computer responds to events.

c. so in order to achieve smooth, paginated scrolling, one just have to block the scroll event, and do her own scrolling instead of resorting to the scrollable element’s original behavior.

Duh. There is little need to use <canvas>es once the DOM is formed and formatted well-enough. Now the difficulty lies within how to stitch an Applet within the Cappuccino-based app, and how to make good bundle localization.

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In other words, I’ve forgot to schedule sleep this week. Again.

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Life is stable, but with a sense of incompleteness. I am still trapped within this living corpse and every conscious second of it is… painful.

Recently watched Avatar. Wanting my own avatar too.